Attention Deficit Disorder in Adults

My oldest daughter sent me a link to an article she saw on npr.com (let’s not even talk about the fact that in a million years I wouldn’t imagine my daughter on npr.com on a regular basis) entitled “Tackling Motherhood…and ADHD”. Click on npr.com above if you would like to read this article.

Amanda was diagnosed as borderline ADD when she was 8. Thirteen years ago I felt like it was being over-diagnosed. I didn’t want my child labeled as ‘different’. I chose to not medicate her.

While she had been an excellent student in her first few grades of school, her middle and high-school years were mediocre. I chalked her middle-school years up to the adjustment from a small private school to a large public one. I chalked her mediocre high school grades up to the extremely rigorous volunteer program she was in that required as much as 40 hours of volunteer work a week.

When she started college she called me to ask if she could get tested for ADD. She went through rigorous testing and when the results were in she was told “Your ADD is so bad it’s an absolute miracle you graduated high school.” She went on medication and is now getting terrific grades in a highly competitive nursing school.

I, as her mother, have to live with that. Was I wrong to not medicate her? I guess I probably was.

When she finished her testing she said “Mom, you have ADD too.”

I knew this. When I was a kid though ADD didn’t exist. At least I’d certainly never heard of it. You just learned to cope with it the best you could. But as I saw Amanda’s grades go from mediocre to amazing, I began to wonder if I should be on medication. At my next physical I spoke to my doctor about it. He didn’t doubt that I had ADD, he just asked if I “really wanted to be another medication at my age.” I said I would think about it. First of all, I was only on one medication – a low dose of depression medication that I’d been on for the past 8 years. My husband takes a handful of pills every morning. I haven’t had a drink in over 7 years. I don’t know what he meant by “at my age”, but I am only 48 years old! I live a pretty healthy life. But I did think about it.

When I got to a dark place where I had gained 30 pounds in 2 years, was miserable, and literally was turning circles and getting nothing done every day I decided to do something about it. I did what Amanda first did; I went on-line and looked up a test you can take that will generally diagnose if you have ADD or not. I literally could not sit still or think clearly long enough to finish the questionnaire over the course of an entire day!

I decided to try the medication. I felt a little stupid going on it. I felt like I was taking “kid” medication. I felt like I was doing something wrong.

Well, let me tell you, it has changed my life. I am happier and more productive than I have been in a very long time – maybe ever. I can start projects and actually finish them. I can accomplish more in a day than I ever was able to.

Does it mean my life is perfect? Absolutely not. Does it mean my house is clean and organized? Absolutely not. Does it mean I don’t forget what I was walking over to write down? no. But I can sure notice the difference. I’m completely off depression medication. I’ve lost 25 pounds. I think more clearly. I get more done. I’m happy.

And for all of those reasons I am no longer embarrassed to say that I have ADD.

Kitty in the WIndow

This barn cat just happened to jump into the window of the door of a small abandoned building I had stopped to take a picture of. She posed for quite a few photos.

No Babies Yet!

So it’s time to choose the roof color for the goat house & chicken coop. I finally chose this grey color which goes beautifully with the milkpaint red of the siding, but cannot decide whether or not to use a red roof on the ‘silo’ chicken run or to keep it all the same grey. The silo will be covered in a wire that will rust over time. Any opinions would be greatly appreciated!

Do you think the silo should have a red roof or the same grey as the buildings?

No goat kids yet! And surprise surprise, I think it’s Cissy that is actually going to deliver first and Melina will deliver later this month. It dawned on me like a thunder bolt Sunday morning that perhaps the breeder had mixed their names up, as Cissy was much larger and her udder was more enlarged that Melina’s. Today Cissy is showing signs that labor is coming, but if I had to guess it’s going to wait until Tuesday night or maybe even Wednesday. They have both been sleeping an awful lot. Thankfully the weather has given them nice sunny placed to take naps. They seem absolutely exhausted.

Melina's out like a light.

Cissy is scratching her rear on a tree. She is VERY itchy and is using all manner and means to get her itches scratched; rocks, cement posts, corners of buildings, and trees!

Kate is tired just from keeping up with the big girls!

Cissy's udder was pretty full tonight, but it will get so full and tight it might even become shiny or "strutted" when labor is about 2 hours away I'm told.

On Sunday I prepared the small stall in the new goat house for the delivery. It wasn’t nearly finished, but I need the space. I can’t very well have her deliver in a dog house now. My friend Cyrena and I wrestled 2 3/4″ thick rubber stall mats into it on Saturday and cut them to fit perfectly. I laid down straw and put up a temporary hay rack and water bucket. Then I screwed plywood onto where the doors should be. It’s not perfect, but it’s a whole lot better than what it could be. I had them eat in there on Sunday night and they visit it a lot during the day. If she doesn’t go into labor I will have her sleep in there on Tuesday night. I’ve borrowed a baby monitor so I can listen for any signs of labor during the night.


And low and behold I got the door to the stall installed today!


There is a small deck out the back of the goat house that will have a roof over it so even in bad weather they can spend time outside. Fancy.

And Sunday we had our first hive inspection.

On Sunday we had our first hive inspection, which was probably pretty late, but it's been so cold here! It's a mess in there and we've got comb everywhere, but the colony seems healthy.

My bee guy is coming down Thursday to help me evaluate next steps in creating new colonies for the rear of this hive, which is a dual-colony hive, and for the new hive that I made this winter. Hopefully he can also help me get these messy honeycombs straightened out. I’ll report more on the bees after Thursday.

 

Crested Crane Closeup

What a great bird. Look at that color on her cheek; it looks like pink velvet. And those head feathers!

Chilled Lemon Soufflé

I had an urge to make soufflé this weekend. At first I toyed with chocolate, but I like to make those with Amanda. Then I was going to make a Kahlua soufflé with espresso beans, but somehow I wanted something cold and ended up trying this recipe. Perhaps it was the long-awaited arrival of some warm weather. This soufflé was not hard to prepare, difficult to fail with as compared to a baked soufflé and was really delicious. I didn’t eat it until a day after I made it, but I didn’t find it too stiff as the original recipe warned. A great recipe for a summer dinner party as it can be made ahead, is cool, light, and not too filling after a meal.


Chilled Lemon Soufflé

Serves 4 to 6. Original recipe from Cook’s Illustrated magazine. Published July 1, 1999. Adapted (slightly) by Crafty Farm Girl, 2011.

For a chilled lemon soufflé recipe that would perfect the unusual marriage of cream and foam, sweet and sour, and high lemony notes and rich custard, we lightened a silky custard base with beaten egg whites and whipped cream, then added both lemon juice and zest to give the soufflé an extra citrus punch. Following the last step in our lemon soufflé recipe, we fashioned a homemade foil collar for our soufflé dish before pouring the mixture in to give it more room to rise.

Now the original recipe called for using a 1-quart souffle dish. I chose to use individual ramekins. Since I wasn’t sure how many it would make since the recipe claims to serve only 4-6, I prepared 4 6-ounce and 2 10-ounce ramekins. I had enough to fill all of the dishes, but I didn’t have a high rise over the top of the dish into the collar. Next time I would make it with 6 6-ounce ramekins and I would get a nice high rise of ‘soufflé for a better presentation. To make this lemon soufflé ‘soufflé’ over the rim of the dish, use a 1-quart. For those less concerned about appearance, this dessert can be served from any 1 1/2-quart serving bowl. For best texture, serve the soufflé after 1 1/2 hours of chilling. It may be chilled up to 6 hours; though the texture will stiffen slightly because of the gelatin, it will taste just as good.

INGREDIENTS

1/2 
cup lemon juice from 2 or 3 lemons
2 1/2
 teaspoons grated lemon zest (grate before juicing)
1 
package gelatin (1/4-ounce), unflavored
1
 cup whole milk
3/4
 cup granulated sugar
5 
large egg whites at room temperature
2 
large egg yolks at room temperature
1/4 
teaspoon cornstarch
3/4 
cup heavy cream
pinch cream of tartar
Fresh mint leaves , raspberries, confectioners’ sugar, or finely chopped pistachios for garnish (optional)

INSTRUCTIONS

Cut 6 pieces of foil 3 inches longer than the circumference of the soufflé dishes and fold it lengthwise into fourths. Wrap the foil strips around the upper half of the soufflé dishes and secure the overlap with tape. Tape the collars to the soufflé dish. Carefully remove the collars before serving.

Place lemon juice in small nonreactive bowl; sprinkle gelatin over. Set aside.

Heat milk and 1/2 cup of the sugar in medium saucepan over medium-low heat, stirring occasionally, until steaming and sugar is dissolved, about 5 minutes. Meanwhile, whisk together yolks, 2 tablespoons sugar, and cornstarch in medium bowl until pale yellow and thickened, 3 to 5 minutes. Whisking constantly, gradually add hot milk to yolks. Return milk and egg mixture to saucepan and cook, stirring constantly, over medium-low heat until foam has dissipated to a thin layer and mixture thickens to consistency of heavy cream and registers 185 degrees on instant-read thermometer, about 4 minutes. Strain into medium bowl.


Stir in lemon juice mixture and zest.


Set bowl of custard in large bowl of ice water; stir occasionally to cool.


While custard mixture is chilling, in bowl of standing mixer fitted with whisk attachment (or in large mixing bowl if using hand mixer), beat egg whites and cream of tartar on medium speed until foamy, about 1 minute. Increase speed to medium-high; gradually add remaining 2 tablespoons sugar and continue to beat until glossy and whites hold soft peaks when beater is lifted, about 2 minutes longer. Do not overbeat. Remove bowl containing custard mixture from ice water bath; gently whisk in about 1/3 of egg whites, then fold in remaining whites with large rubber spatula until almost no white streaks remain.


In same mixer bowl (washing not necessary), with mixer fitted with whisk attachment, beat cream on medium-high speed until soft peaks form when beater is lifted, 2 to 3 minutes. Fold cream into custard and egg-white mixture until no white streaks remain.


Pour into prepared soufflé dish or bowl. Chill until set but not stiff, about 1 1/2 hours (can be refrigerated up to 6 hours, see note).


Remove foil collar, if using, and serve, garnishing if desired.



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Prairie Dogs in North Dakota

I'd never seen this outside of the exhibit at The Bronx Zoo, but here they were in their natural environment — prairie dogs on the great plains of North Dakota. That's about all there was on the great plains of North Dakota too. Like a live game of whack-a-mole!

Farm Antic Video

Did I mention already that Princess Kate has a perfect heart right on top of back?

It’s been a long, busy week. Try as we did today we could not get a good video of Princess Kate fainting. Oh she fainted, but every time she did it was around a corner, through a fence, under the new goat house, etc. So unfortunately I cannot provide the fainting video that I promised. Instead, you will have to entertain yourself with this little montage of farm antics from today.

The beginning of the video is a poor representation of what it looks like when I open the gate for free-ranging. Normally it’s like trying to merge onto I-95 at 5:00. The second part shows the goats running across the lawn, which is entertaining in itself. First of all Melina and Cissy are SO pregnant. If you pay attention though, about half-way through Princess Kate does have to stop because of leg stiffening, but she doesn’t do a good ‘faint’. Then there’s a running chicken – which will put a smile on anyone’s face, and some other things.

I will try again tomorrow for a good faint.

Click on the link below to get to the video.

Crafty Farm Girl Farm Antics May 6, 2011

Ribboned Asparagus Salad

Long after we stopped spending time in Point ‘O Woods on Fire Island during the summer Amanda would still go out for a week every summer to spend time with the friends she’d made there. She told me that one of her friends dads used to make this asparagus that was peeled into strips with a vegetable peeler almost every night and how much she loved it. When I saw Smitten Kitchen had a recipe for a salad like this posted the other day I had to try it.

I did not create this recipe or alter it at all from the original, I know. Weird. I was tired tonight and it’s been a very long week.


Ribbony Asparagus Salad with Lemon and Parmesan

From Smitten Kitchen who was Inspired by the Union Square Cafe

There are no exact measurements in this recipe. Everything is to taste, so taste as you go along to make sure you’re getting all the Parmesan, nutty, and lemony flavors you want.

1/4 cup pine nuts or sliced almonds, toasted* and cooled
1 pound asparagus, rinsed
1 lemon, halved
Olive oil
Coarse salt
Freshly ground black pepper
1 to 2 ounces Parmesan cheese

No need to snap off the tough ends of your asparagus. Lay a single stalk on its side on a cutting board. Holding onto the tough end, use a vegetable peeler (a Y-shaped peeler is easiest, but I’ve used a standard one successfully) to shave off thin asparagus ribbons from stalk to tip, peeling away from the tough end in your hand. Discard the tough ends once you’re done peeling (or feed them to the chickens and goats).



Gently pile your ribbons on a medium-sized serving platter.



Squeeze some lemon juice over the asparagus,



drizzle it with a bit of olive oil


and sprinkle it with salt and pepper.


Toss gently.


Then use your peeler to shave curls of Parmesan right off the block, over the asparagus. Sprinkle with some toasted nuts. Repeat with remaining asparagus, a third of the remaining bundle at a time. Eat immediately.


* I toast mine in a single layer on a baking sheet at 350 for 5 to 10 minutes. It’s really important, especially with pine nuts, that you stay close and toss them frequently because they love to burn, but if you move them around a bit, you can get a wonderful, even coffee coffee color on them and an intensely nutty flavor. It makes even unfancy nuts taste amazing.

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What Do You Suppose This Rhea Is Looking At?

What do you suppose this Greater Rhea is looking at?

Make Your Own Custom Framing

Professional framing is SO expensive, yet I love the look of a custom frame job. Unless it’s something really unusual or you are looking for an unusual frame, I’ve found it’s really easy to create a custom look on your own.

I bought these two prints of a rooster and a nest off of Etsy. I love how they are printed on real pages from an old dictionary. I wanted them framed for my one-day-it-will-be-built office. I bought two off-the-shelf frames from my local Joann’s Crafts store and then I went to the art supply store and bought a few pieces of art paper that I thought might work well with the two prints. I had a bunch of matting material from a mis-order a few years ago, so I didn’t need that, but you’d need a large piece of either matting board, really high-quality poster board (you might need a few layers if you used this) or foam core. You’ll also need a good spray glue like Super 77, a sharp exacto knife, a straight-edge or ruler, and a cutting mat.


First take the frame apart. Then I just take the cardboard that’s in the frame and use that as a guide to cut my own mat. (Note that if it’s not cut to a size that fits well to the inside of the frame you’ll have to measure it and cut it out that way.) Lay it out on the matting material, trace it with a pencil, and then use your straight-edge and knife to cut it out. Now you need to measure how large an area you need to cut out to frame your print. In my case it was 8″ wide by 5 1/8″ tall.


I measured the mat to get the exact center and drew the center lines lightly on the mat. Then I measure out from the centerpoints to get the correct mat opening perfectly on center. Cut this opening out with your straightedge and knife as well.


Lay all of the items out and choose what paper you like best and cut the paper so you have at least an inch of overhang around the edge of the mat. Then lay your mat on the wrong side of the paper and cut out the opening for the print leaving a fairly large border of paper. This just makes it easier than cutting it later when it’s covered with sticky glue. Also cut a length of the same paper about 1-1/2″ x 6″ long.


In a protected area spray the glue on the wrong side of the art paper to coat well. First, cut the small piece of art paper into 8 strips of about equal length. Wrap these strips at the corners of the prints. Then, starting on one end and smoothing as you move up, adhere to art paper to the mat. Use your exacto knife to cut into the corners of the art paper in the print opening and fold these flaps to the back of the mat.



Place your print in the back of the mat and tape it down when you’ve got it positioned correctly. Using a lint-free cloth and glass cleaner, clean your frame glass really well. Insert the mat and print into the mat and reassemble the frame.



Unfortunately this chicken was printed slightly off so I had to choose between having the dictionary words straight or the chicken straight. It's hard to notice though.


It’s that easy. Professional looking matted prints for a fraction of the price.