Archives for May 2011

Cleaning Out the Crap and Other Things

My friend Cyrena and I spent 8 hours this week cleaning out my attic. We’ve got a great walk-up attic here and over the past 15 years it has collected 6 people’s outgrown clothes, unused lamps, furniture, books and other miscellaneous crap. You could barely walk up there anymore and it was time to do something about it. I was ruthless. This photo doesn’t even show everything I’ve taken out of there, and I’m still not done. It was a good feeling.


Today they got the porch roof completed and the small roof over the entry door completed. I am just loving the look of that back porch. We’re keeping our fingers crossed that the windows arrive tomorrow. I swear I’m moving out there when it’s done.


My bee guy, Mike Paoletto from Paoletto Farms came down today to help me with a hive inspection. I need to take some of the brood comb and start a new colony, but after evaluating it and doing some cleanup of wayward comb we decided it needed to wait another 3-4 weeks to do it. At that time I’ll be able to get the hive I built this winter started and I’m excited about that. I’ll post more about the bees and the honey harvest soon.



And finally I’m off early in the morning for a vet appointment with Cissy and Melina to try and figure out what is going on. Melina has now made it 2 full days past her due date. I spoke to the breeder I bought them from today and she has never had a nigerian dwarf go past 150 days. That got me a little panicked. That and the fact that besides lounging around all day she shows no signs of going into labor. There are too many possibilities, most of them bad, to explain why she hasn’t had the kid yet. The simplest one would be that she simply isn’t pregnant. It’s hard to imagine why she’s so far though! I’ll know more in the morning.

Cissy is indulging in her pregnancy cravings and tries a popsicle.


This is how sick Melina is of being pregnant, or fat, depending which it turns out to be.

Slow Food Photos

Last week Slow Food USA was asking people to sign a petition to stop pending legislation that would make it illegal to take photos or videos of farms. They received over 20,000 signatures, two of which were me and my husband, and the bill has failed in Florida with Iowa and Minnesota still pending. If you would like to sign the petition you can click the link above.

Now they are working with people to put together an album of farming pictures for the key legislators in each state to show them that a well managed farm has nothing to hide. They were asking people to download them to their Facebook wall. There’s even prizes to win like a camera and getting your photo in the picture book.

I am such a Facebook idiot that I literally can’t figure out how to download a photo onto their wall. Not kidding. I hadn’t even been on Facebook in probably 6 months. Some of the photos were really stunning. Perhaps I’m doing something naughty here and breaking some blogging etiquitte, but I downloaded my favorites for you to see. If you’d like to take a look at tall of the great photos people have downloaded  and vote for your own favorites just click the link above.








It seems to me that passing a bill like this is solely aimed at protecting the factory farmers from being exposed for the inhumane treatment factory farming provides to animals. Without photos and videos I would not have been able to write my post of “The Truth About Those Eggs You’re Eating”. Nobody wants to read it, but we all have to.

Harvesting Honey

My 'bee guy' came down today to help me evaluate the hive; Mike from Paoletto Farms in Trumbull. We had some cleaning up to do and I got some honey as an unexpected benefit. This photo shows me extracting the honey naturally with the help of the sun, some mason jars, and screening.

No Time to Cook

Just because there isn’t time to cook doesn’t mean you can’t have a nice meal. I was going non-stop today. At 2:30 I managed to run out and grab some lunch and at the same time I stopped into the wonderful cheese store we have in town and picked up some things for dinner. I didn’t even have a moment to sit down and eat until 8:00 tonight, but Jim and I enjoyed it as much or more than any meal I cook.

The Only Thing Progressing is the Goat House

The only thing progressing around here is the goat house. The pregnancies seem to be at a standstill. Day one past due date and no kids in sight. Today I am absolutely and totally exhausted. I didn’t get enough sleep and I’ve been crazy busy all day, so I sure hope they don’t come tonight and have the decency to wait until tomorrow after I’ve gotten some sleep.

All the doors are on, the back porch is almost complete and the porch roof has been started.

I am LOVING my new goat house. The doors are all on. The “porch” off the goat pens is almost complete, and the roof over the porch has been started. I wanted the goats to have somewhere to hang even in bad weather. I may have to get a bench and hang there with them it’s so pretty. The windows are supposed to be in on Friday. I am very excited about that.

The goats spent their first night in the pen last night. I had my new monitor on and they were very quiet until about 12:30 when I went to bed and then they started rustling around a lot, which of course had me on edge then because they’d been so quiet earlier.

I have spoken to both the breeder and the woman I bought Cissy and Melina from and they said it’s not unusual for them to be up to 5 days late. Today was day one late. I don’t think I’ll make it to 5 so I hope they don’t go that long.

I’ll leave you tonight again with no babies to show you, but some hysterical photos of the chickens running towards me when they saw I had their dinner tonight. (And please excuse the dolly’s and brooms littering my driveway.)





And here come the stragglers when they see me walking into the pen. That’s Princess Kate bringing up the rear.

Hut on a Beach in Costa Rica

Last year in Costa Rica we were off on a drive exploring and came across this deserted beach. This wind-torn hut looked so beautiful in the setting sun with the waves crashing in front.

We’re All Still Waiting

Everyone is still waiting patiently for the baby goat kids to arrive!

I wish I had some adorable kid goat photos to show you, or some birth video to view, or even some fainting goat video, but alas I have none of these.

Cissy and Melina continue to lounge around sleeping their days away and no signs of imminent labor have appeared in either of them. I am still convinced that the breeder confused the names as this is what Cissy looked like this afternoon.




And this is what Melina’s udder looked like. There’s no comparison in size.

I sure hope I have something more exciting to report tomorrow!

Attention Deficit Disorder in Adults

My oldest daughter sent me a link to an article she saw on npr.com (let’s not even talk about the fact that in a million years I wouldn’t imagine my daughter on npr.com on a regular basis) entitled “Tackling Motherhood…and ADHD”. Click on npr.com above if you would like to read this article.

Amanda was diagnosed as borderline ADD when she was 8. Thirteen years ago I felt like it was being over-diagnosed. I didn’t want my child labeled as ‘different’. I chose to not medicate her.

While she had been an excellent student in her first few grades of school, her middle and high-school years were mediocre. I chalked her middle-school years up to the adjustment from a small private school to a large public one. I chalked her mediocre high school grades up to the extremely rigorous volunteer program she was in that required as much as 40 hours of volunteer work a week.

When she started college she called me to ask if she could get tested for ADD. She went through rigorous testing and when the results were in she was told “Your ADD is so bad it’s an absolute miracle you graduated high school.” She went on medication and is now getting terrific grades in a highly competitive nursing school.

I, as her mother, have to live with that. Was I wrong to not medicate her? I guess I probably was.

When she finished her testing she said “Mom, you have ADD too.”

I knew this. When I was a kid though ADD didn’t exist. At least I’d certainly never heard of it. You just learned to cope with it the best you could. But as I saw Amanda’s grades go from mediocre to amazing, I began to wonder if I should be on medication. At my next physical I spoke to my doctor about it. He didn’t doubt that I had ADD, he just asked if I “really wanted to be another medication at my age.” I said I would think about it. First of all, I was only on one medication – a low dose of depression medication that I’d been on for the past 8 years. My husband takes a handful of pills every morning. I haven’t had a drink in over 7 years. I don’t know what he meant by “at my age”, but I am only 48 years old! I live a pretty healthy life. But I did think about it.

When I got to a dark place where I had gained 30 pounds in 2 years, was miserable, and literally was turning circles and getting nothing done every day I decided to do something about it. I did what Amanda first did; I went on-line and looked up a test you can take that will generally diagnose if you have ADD or not. I literally could not sit still or think clearly long enough to finish the questionnaire over the course of an entire day!

I decided to try the medication. I felt a little stupid going on it. I felt like I was taking “kid” medication. I felt like I was doing something wrong.

Well, let me tell you, it has changed my life. I am happier and more productive than I have been in a very long time – maybe ever. I can start projects and actually finish them. I can accomplish more in a day than I ever was able to.

Does it mean my life is perfect? Absolutely not. Does it mean my house is clean and organized? Absolutely not. Does it mean I don’t forget what I was walking over to write down? no. But I can sure notice the difference. I’m completely off depression medication. I’ve lost 25 pounds. I think more clearly. I get more done. I’m happy.

And for all of those reasons I am no longer embarrassed to say that I have ADD.

Kitty in the WIndow

This barn cat just happened to jump into the window of the door of a small abandoned building I had stopped to take a picture of. She posed for quite a few photos.

No Babies Yet!

So it’s time to choose the roof color for the goat house & chicken coop. I finally chose this grey color which goes beautifully with the milkpaint red of the siding, but cannot decide whether or not to use a red roof on the ‘silo’ chicken run or to keep it all the same grey. The silo will be covered in a wire that will rust over time. Any opinions would be greatly appreciated!

Do you think the silo should have a red roof or the same grey as the buildings?

No goat kids yet! And surprise surprise, I think it’s Cissy that is actually going to deliver first and Melina will deliver later this month. It dawned on me like a thunder bolt Sunday morning that perhaps the breeder had mixed their names up, as Cissy was much larger and her udder was more enlarged that Melina’s. Today Cissy is showing signs that labor is coming, but if I had to guess it’s going to wait until Tuesday night or maybe even Wednesday. They have both been sleeping an awful lot. Thankfully the weather has given them nice sunny placed to take naps. They seem absolutely exhausted.

Melina's out like a light.

Cissy is scratching her rear on a tree. She is VERY itchy and is using all manner and means to get her itches scratched; rocks, cement posts, corners of buildings, and trees!

Kate is tired just from keeping up with the big girls!

Cissy's udder was pretty full tonight, but it will get so full and tight it might even become shiny or "strutted" when labor is about 2 hours away I'm told.

On Sunday I prepared the small stall in the new goat house for the delivery. It wasn’t nearly finished, but I need the space. I can’t very well have her deliver in a dog house now. My friend Cyrena and I wrestled 2 3/4″ thick rubber stall mats into it on Saturday and cut them to fit perfectly. I laid down straw and put up a temporary hay rack and water bucket. Then I screwed plywood onto where the doors should be. It’s not perfect, but it’s a whole lot better than what it could be. I had them eat in there on Sunday night and they visit it a lot during the day. If she doesn’t go into labor I will have her sleep in there on Tuesday night. I’ve borrowed a baby monitor so I can listen for any signs of labor during the night.


And low and behold I got the door to the stall installed today!


There is a small deck out the back of the goat house that will have a roof over it so even in bad weather they can spend time outside. Fancy.

And Sunday we had our first hive inspection.

On Sunday we had our first hive inspection, which was probably pretty late, but it's been so cold here! It's a mess in there and we've got comb everywhere, but the colony seems healthy.

My bee guy is coming down Thursday to help me evaluate next steps in creating new colonies for the rear of this hive, which is a dual-colony hive, and for the new hive that I made this winter. Hopefully he can also help me get these messy honeycombs straightened out. I’ll report more on the bees after Thursday.